I am horribly ashamed of myself, its even hard to write my shame to anyone-even strangers. Alcohol has turned me violent, angry, I cry, I yell, I hit,,, Why does this start happening now? I used to be such a happy lighthearted drunk, now I am hell. I hurt people I love and there is no anger inside me while sober, especially toward these people. Still, I drink and then something is unleashed.. I slapped someone in the face yesterday for no reason other than my burning anger within, I yelled at hi
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