I feel like a failure sometimes...alot actually cuz I am a dissapointment to my family and i no it....I got a letter from the scool the other day saying that i prolly wont graduate next year....I recently quit smoking thats a plus but I still feel guilty...I used to cut like crazy and I miss it so much and I feel like I have never acomplished anything in my life im just a fuck up and I dont like it...