I came here thinking that I would others like me, but it pains me in a very selfish way that most people have loved someone and are now facing issues, while I have never ever been loved. I am male and 26 and I have only ever asked one girl out in my life and she said no, to add to my woes is the fact that I am quite ugly. I have a fear that I will end up alone and broken-hearted. What scares me even more is the fact that I get off of loving someone and not having it returned, which is why Cyrano De Bergerac is my favorite all time play.
And what's funny is that otherwise I am a normal person with a high IQ and I seem normal to everyone, but this is one aspect of my life where I am a complete loser and it is starting to affect my life a little too drastically now.
I wish I could be more normal and find someone who will love me back just for who I am. Is this asking for much? Fate seems to think so. How can I argue with that?
