I have fallen in love just once in my 23 years of being alive and I dont regret a second of it. He was military and was even willing to adopt my unborn son so we could all be a family and be happy. We were the same on every level. We were going to get married and just live our lives like no one was watching or judging. He made me feel the sunshine in my soul and I have never been able to feel that way again. We broke up and I rebounded with someone else whom I eventually ended up marrying. I had my opprptunity to have him back, but I told him I couldnt just dump my guy to be with him if I didnt know when he was going to come get me. We left it at that and wished each other luck. It broke my heart but I moved on, got married and had a baby. My ex-husband was a POS. I felt like I deserved every minute of misery I spent with him because I turned away the one true love I have ever known. I am now divorced and trying to find that breath-taking love again, but I am have much difficulty. I found out recently that he had also gotten married and has since had 3 kids. They are all happy and here I sit, a lonely, divorced loser kicking myself in the rear because she has him now. How do I move past that? How do I let go? I have already thrown away everything that was his and was a symbol of our love, but he is always there, telling me how much he loved me and that maybe one day our paths would cross again. what do I do?
