my biggest fear ....
is that one day, my boyfriend will wake up and realise that he does not love me...
i have dreams that wont stop... of him leaving me in the most hurtful way...
leaving me for my sister... for someone i know...
and its never remorseful... it always goes the same way - he never really loved me and he goes out with someone else right in front of me... while i sit in the background in pain watching all this...
what is wrong with me?
how do i stop these dreams?
it feels so real when i wake up that i cant bear to have him touch me for the whole morning...
