I feel really sad sometimes. It's hard not to dwell on the bad things in my life once in awhile. I'm usually a very up-beat and happy person. It's just I get so tired of being positive all the time. It seems like for every smile I show and every nice remark I give I just get slapped in the face with something bad. And sometimes it gets really hard to pull myself up from my sadness. I am on antidepressants and I see a councelor, but sometimes I don't think it's enough. I live a really hard life with two disabled parents and a fixed income. We can't always make ends meet with our social security and somehow we don't meet the requirements for food stamps.
I don't know. I wish things were simpler.
