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I am horribly ashamed of myself, its even hard to write my shame to anyone-even strangers. Alcohol has turned me violent, angry, I cry, I yell, I hit,,, Why does this start happening now? I used to be such a happy lighthearted drunk, now I am hell. I hurt people I love and there is no anger inside me while sober, especially toward these people. Still, I drink and then something is unleashed.. I slapped someone in the face yesterday for no reason other than my burning anger within, I yelled at hi   more...
 
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                  Advices(1) | Comments(0)                   Posted on 5/17/2010
 
     
When I saw the alcohol on the table, I told my dad I had other plans tonight so he would take me home and I wouldn't have to hear him and my step mum fight again. I didn't have the heart to tell him that when they fought drunkenly at 1 in the morning it sent me into a panic attack.

It was the first time I had seen him in 6 years and Im already running away...   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(1)                   Posted on 7/24/2009
 
     
When I lost my father my world came to an end, I turned to drugs and alcohol. I always turned to alcohol when I couldn't stand it anymore, and when that wasn't enough I turned to the drugs. After four months, I knew I needed help, and I got off the drugs, but I have never been off the booze. Still when things get to be too much, The 1st thing I do, is crave a drink. By the time I was 18, I was on the verge of becoming a full time alcoholic, but I stopped dead in my tracks, I had a suicide attemp   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(1)                   Posted on 5/14/2009
 
     
I drink too much, before I had no problems handling my alcohol, but now its really shows the next day... I simply can't function anymore. What’s worse is I can't stop drinking even when I know this, especially when I am out with friends, I get ridiculously drunk.



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                  Advices(1) | Comments(0)                   Posted on 3/27/2009
 
     
I think I might have a problem with drugs and alcohol, I haven't noticed and problem but people around me are always mention it, I guess its time to check to see if they are right.   more...
 
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                  Advices(0) | Comments(2)                   Posted on 3/27/2009